Loneliness
Dear Ambre, Today, like any other day lately, I have been feeling quite lonely. In fact, I am not alone every second of the day, though a large time is spent with me, myself and I. I think about that sentence, the one that Joe had uttered when she was talking to her mother. "I am so lonely". The young woman also said that she needed to be loved. To which her mother replied : "that's not the same as loving." I don't know if it is truly loneliness what I am experiencing, or it is a dull boredom. Despite going through events that should make me stressed enough, I can't chase this feeling of emptiness. Of void. I feel empty. And not just of love, of joy, of curiosity, of the will to make a difference and to live. Also, I am away from my family, which is the only reason I am still trying my best. Because if I'm doing something, I'd rather be doing it for them. I don't deserve it anyway. I mean... What do I deserve ? I fear that I am not even leg...